I am learning that i can only control my outcome. my beleif system has been shooken to the core.. why talk when they arent willing to listen, why feed into their bullshit.. Beautiful Reward i believe you and believe in you.. you will find your spirit again. While i am learning and healing myself from my past i will beginning to help heal you. help you connect to your innocents again.. you will be found.. <3...
I have been going through Rapid Uncontrollable change. I have given soo much power to someone else. that when they removed my platform.. I had to make the choice to become my own Lifesupport.. to make my heart bleep.. to be MY reason to continue on.. its an on going battle but i am ready and striving. I am not as nearly sad as i used to be. I'm focusing on staying in the moment.. living each second, Minute,Hour, Day.. Hell its been a month and Ten days.. i have my ups and my downs.. but seriously more ups lately then downs...
I know that life will end soon, and my heart hurts.. but she knows that she is LOVED and has lived her life..and she has made the choices.. i really wish i was able to take her home though. and Love her until she rest peacefully.. I wish i could give her the world. soon she will be with the angels and the loves that have passed before.. sighs. the tears will come in waves of emotional light.. but i know she knows.. and i gotta let God take the care of the rest.. <3
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| *In your hands we remain* -I lay no claim to this picture for i found it online.- |
