...Rain...

When i was a child, well even now.. i never thought she would leave me.. i thought she was gonna live forever.. and now shes sleeping.. slowly moving away into a state of peace.. how i will miss her.. i know that we got into our tiffs..and states of impossible..frets.. but she ultimently knew that I love her.. at times i just really wish i could have brought her home.. where she wanted to be.. sighz.. but i will not carry the guilt because she is in the best place possible. shes getting such loving care.. she is loved from the top of her head.. to the bottom of her feet...all the way out to her finger tips..the list of people that are consantly surrounding her with loving thoughts as she moves into the end of her life... Where she will be happy and walking beside God.. and Bill.. and everyone that had passed before her.. I know she didnt want us to cry for her but.. it still hurts and it comes flowing.. for i am an emotional person...but She will live forever in my heart..I LOVE YOU GRAMS!! ...