at times, i feel like i need to express myself, and sometimes i do it inappropriately, sometimes i do it with a evil thought but a smile on my face, sometimes i can be professionally polite and most of the time my mute button is on and doesn't get removed. but this is a place to be able to let some of these thoughts out so it doesn't eat me away,
Sunday, August 14, 2011
..sighz..
Im having one of those dark moments..But i am in control.. i just wanna keep moving positively forward and the constant memory of these walls are haunting.. distructive.. not productive. I need my happy place.. and sitting here is making me miserable. and that is never good.. because happy is what im striving for.. the change in my heart.. is far more important then wallowing in this place...ohh well..