...Dissociation only last sooo long...

...I held you once..so deep inside me..you showed me alot of things.. you taught me..and then we lost our common goal..we drifited.. detattched...pushed eacother sooo far away from eachother..as heartsbreak..it needed to happen..for healing to start..and greater understanding..and great focus..to allow our souls recover..from the tradegy that we once called "Love"... I hate the fact that i still stand in days of mourning..of great missing..dissociation with reailty at times.. lost in a stare.. i push the memory of you a side most days.. most nights.. and i try and make my self hate you.. and it just makes me miss you more..