..Ten Months...

my mind still wanders into place of sorrow..I've started working with children..they bring me joy when i am sad.. i hear their giggles and it makes the world happier place..i found out today that Syris has a girlfriend..but he downgraded.. lmao.. that made me happy...I'm happy that he has found someone to fill his days with..and i wish them luck..and happiness.. i do my best to move forward in my life.. but i still miss him.. I smile with the future i have... and the joy that will come out of it..instead of being addicted to the sadness.